This whole week was of highs and lows. Its been nearly two years now that Danielle was diagnose as type 1 diabetes, five months prior to the diagnose she fell from a horse while doing lessons. The got a fright and she just fell off. Luckely she didn,t brake anything.
But she's not doing so well mentally coping with diabetes. Me as her mother are trying everyting I possibly can to stay 100% on track, but the problem is when she goes to school. She get snacks and fruit, I stay in the carb ranch but she still needs to eat from her friends lunchbox. I've spoken to the teachers, the mother and also her friend, it just seems to me that they DON"T get it. So needless to say, she is lying about what she eats extra.
I dont whant to be the mean mother, she hates me already, but with that I can bare it. She's angry and I can understand it she needs to lash out. She feels all alone, like a freak and she says that she woukld rather be dead. I,ve gor an appointedment on the 26 Nov 2011 to she a childsicologist for her, so I hope that they will be able to help me.
Im also bussy trying a new menu to she if this will help. What more can I do I LOVE her so much and I tell her this everyday. That I am so proud of her, she,s an A student at school and normally a very loving child.
Even with her litlle brother but somedays is all just to much for her. We cry alot togher and I wish that I can take the diabetes away from her, we even pray that with some miracle it wil go away, but if she doesn,t work with us the whole prosses of just try to get a more even count will not happen. What am I to do!!!!