What a week it has been. I’m still recovering from surgery, and doing all that that entails. Then my period hit, so my BG is out of whack from both of those and I’m trying to figure out insulin doses and getting it wrong pretty often. It’s exhausting just to keep my body running at the moment, and I feel terribly guilty because I’m in town but not visiting my gran. I can’t help it - I can barely find the energy to drag my butt from the bed to the couch, let alone deal with other people.

On the studies front, I have a HUGE and important deadline for early next week. I know I’m not going to be able to do anything much this weekend, because I have to deal with my mom getting back and then have to pack up and leave the following day. On Monday I face my first day back at work after two weeks of leave, and I’m definitely not looking forward to it. I honestly just don’t know how I’m going to cope with it all. I just want to sleep. What’s so wrong about that?