I think I am at the point that I need help. Last night I was coming home from the dog park with my dog when out of nowhere I become angry. I am not sure what set this off but anyways I got home and used my “anger” to clean my bathroom. I ended up sitting in my floor crying. I went through ten different emotions in about ten minutes then I just hated my life and being diabetic. I cried for about 25 minutes. Then I just couldn’t sleep. I was awake until 4am just lying there. I checked my bs when I got home and I was at 42. Which that explains everything but I can’t keep this roller coaster of emotions up, I’m physically and emotionally exhausted. I know that this is only my first month of dealing with this disease, but I just can’t keep doing it. I’m planning on seeing a counselor at school but I just feel like they won’t know what I’m going through. Does this get better? Someone please tell me it does!