I just needed to vent. ( I know this is not what this place is for..Sorry in advance.)
All I can say is I have become a human river. The water works haven't slowed down for nearly 3 weeks. It is getting very bad. I feel worse for my family..they have to put up with me. Everything is making me weep. Thinking about my life, health, doing workouts..just everything. I was taking meds but I started to feel better so I stopped. Once this last box is gone I will have to go to the doctors. I feel like I can't do that right now.Sorry don't really know what to say. I think my health is weighing heavy on my mind. My BG numbers are sky high all the time.( I was told if I lose over 60 ish pounds my diabetes would possibly vanish.) Working out and watching my diet is not helping me. I am trying to lose weight and I am not seeing results...My friends don't understand. I have even taken off work this week. Three whole days..without being really bothered..I don't know.Everyday feels like I lost my best friend...