Ok so ive been having abit of a rough time with the whole diabetes recently so thought i would share my story with you guys too get it off my chest..
on febuary 8th i went into hospital with high blood sugars and very high key tones.. i didn't come out of hospital until febuary 10th. I suppose you want to know why, well it was my 3rd year anniversary on febuary 13th and i was getting abit angry at the whole doing the injections routine and it making me gain a lot of weight so febuary 7th i didn't have any and prior to this date i was missing the odd one, which obviously isn't good! I did this in a hope to loose weight, luckily i caught what is known as diabulimia, quick so it wasn't as bad as some cases, back to the story, so i was off school Wednesday morning and took a turn for the worst as i went very ill and didn't have any energy for anything.. i absolutely hated feeling the way i did on that day and i will never put myself if that position again.
However, over the past week or so since ive been out of the hospital i have done every single injection and feel a lot lot better although there is one downside, because my body isn't used to the low blood sugars i keep feeling low even if my blood sugar is about 4 which isn't good and i dont like having low either. Although i am getting over this rough patch of my life, i still have a very long time to go and a longer life of diabetes ahead of me and i just dont think i will be able to cope, luckily enough i have amazing friends and family that fully support me and i will try and support other people if i can!
Im not exactly the best role model but i still hope to be a diabetes nurse when im older so i can look back at these experiences and help people to avoid feeling the way i did in the future.
Feel free to ask me any questions
Love, Mols xoxox