You have to be “on” all the time…there’s no down time. Every move, as well as its consequences, must be thought out, planned and calculated.
Can’t go anywhere without my “stash”…a simple walk down the block requires meter, glucose tabs, ID and snacks. Longer treks require extra pump supplies and insulin.
That same simple walk will cause your BG to plummet unless you remember to set a temp basal on your pump
Taking a sick day to tame a high blood sugar day or battle a low involves looks and stares of “Yeah, right-you were probably at the mall…you don’t look like you were sick” Try as they may, non D friends and family just don’t get it.
Pokes and prods of lancets, infusion sets and cgms sensors. An occasional syringe or two for those days when you are just not sure if pump is working properly. You are sure that if you drank a glass of water, you’d spring a leak.
Highs
Lows–especially the ones you feel when you are away from home
The ridiculous cost of cgms sensors, and all diabetes supplies, for that matter!
Going out to a restaurant becomes an Olympic event as you try to navigate through the menu and calculate carbs for a meal.
Between pump, cgms, and meter, you have more bells and whistles than a new car
I could probably write 10 more, but I won’t.
Just tested and even though I feel like I’m dropping, I’m at 120. CGMS reads 68. Sigh…so much for technology!
Ever have one of those days when you’ve just had it? That’s where I am today. I’ve been high, low, and everywhere in between today, and I’m exhausted from thinking about it. Hoping tomorrow is a better day.
Good 10. If I were writing this list, I’d add “depression.” Personally, if I were to graph my mood and my BGL numbers, you’d see a direct correlation. Sux.
Yeah that 10… but I’d add - 11. Hearing from a Family member thats a health nut how I don’t need take insulin. Have you looked into any diet changes, herbs, vitamins etc… that’s better for you. Insulin is bad for you. Grrrrrr!!!
Your number one is my number one. I literally screamed the other day as I was stuck in freeway traffic and my meter is buzzing on the left side of my belt telling me to check my BG and that my reservoir is low when my CGM starts screaming at me on the right side of my belt telling me I’m going low . . . or high. . . who the hell knows? I can’t look at it because traffic’s starting to move . . . AAAAAAAGHH!! Leave me the F* ALONE!!
Seriously. It sucks sometimes, or it’s just inconvenient, but really… Some people go on like its the end of the world. It’s really not.
Small town doctors that just don’t know. Hi, I live with this day in and day out. When’s the last time you connected with a couple of thousand patients to check something out?
Scar tissue. Could you really just stop doing what you do, please? I like shooting into my tummy, it hurts less and and I can do it much quicker at my desk instead of having to head off to the bathroom and shooting somewhere else.
Pizza, brown rice and sweet potatoes and their lack of cooperation.
Hitting a low when I’m in an important meeting and I start sweating like crazy and it is misinterpreted for being nervous.
Trying to test when my BG is low and I’m shaking so much I miss judge how much blood is on my finger and I get an error.
Being told I caught D for my old eating habits.
People who don’t take the illness as serious as they should. If a diabetic has insulin then good for them, but the millions of people out there who cannot afford the supplies, the diabetics who know how sick you get when your BG is between 600 - 1200 with an A1C of 11 - 13 should do more to raise funds.
Not being able to drink like I used to. My favorite past time.
Lows
Poking my fingers
Insurance
Going out to eat became a huge pain.
The U.S. Government paying off the doctors and not allowing the FDA to approve certain medicines because the money is in the treatment and not the cure!!!
being told I don’t have diabetes because I don’t take any meds at all.
Those people need to walk in our shoes for a week just to realise what we go through
I can relate to your number 10. That is one of the things I hate also. I am in a meeting and I get the shakes, sweating, confusion. Sometimes I just walk out the meetings to put myself back together. I call it “normalization”, the period of time between eating something and when it kicks in.
Here are my 10
When your daily routine is broken. I try to live by routines so I know the outcome. I like predictability.
Bad carb day.
The yo-yo effect. I eat then sugar goes high. I exercise right after the high then sugar goes low.
Endo visit. Seems like they just don’t listen to anything you say.
The “are you listening” question from people while I am on a low.
Explaining to people why I don’t want to pull all nighters at work.
Not being able to push my self like I used to when I would do 20 mile bike rides. I am wondering if I’ll hit a low somewhere along the way.
Insurance keeps getting worse and the cost keeps going up
Worrying about diabetes
The worried look I get from my kid when something is just not right.
The post says what do you hate OR like about diabetes. Let’s go with the positive. I learn more everyday via my glucometer about myself and others. I have met the most wonderful people in the world who give me free sugar at Tim Hortons when I am in need. I am in control of a monster who hates me because I win (my condolences to Mr Hate!)
I am in charge and fully aware of the fact that the enzymes in my salaiva break down a carbohydrate in my mouth almost immediately. I know the fastest way to drop my sugars is intravenously OR intramuscular OR subcutaneously!!! (in that order).
I am not perfect, and I embrace that in myself and others. I have tolerance for those who do not, and can never understand. Life has clearly demonstrated that to know is only to be aware, and to experience is to truly understand. DIABETES PICKED THE WRONG GUY!!!
I wish EVERYONE luck and compassion, and if you wish to know more about me then check out Oprah’s Diabetes Support Board at Oprah.com and read Diabetes The Real Cost by the anonymous diabetic.
I totally agree. Diabetes can be a very unforgiving disease. I had a low in public because it appeared the insuling from my pump was not absorbing so I injected. Sometimes you try to do everything right and it is still wrong. I think this is why depression is so high in the diabetic population. The frustration can really get to us.