I read about your scary driving incident. Wow! I’m glad you’re ok. I realize you are feeling homesick. That can be really depressing. You’re os young to have to be dealing with all that you have to cope. I’m an old hand at having depression–it was so much worse when I was a teenager; there is hope. But I didn’t have diabetes then. I don’t know if I could have taken good care of myself then because I was so self destructive. I still deal with that in terms of trying to start some kind of exercise; I’d rather spend the time in bed. But it’s still a goal. Hang in there; your future is there waiting for you, waiting to give your youn self hugs.