Once more into the breach insulin pen in hand needle ready to pierce my finger on the side seems less painful less nerve ending there I read once why I do not just go ahead and jab myself is the question diddle daddle waiting for the right moment is fast becoming a habit with me, less face it as the nurse tells me it is just a little prick sometimes it is other times it hurts a lot, mom would have said you little cry baby, but needles and me really do not mix.
Recovering from my heart attack in hospital the doctor decided I need to go straight onto insulin, the nurse showed me how to inject myself but I thought I can never do that but here I am sticking needles into my tummy and other places three times a day, often without a care in the World I am usually so full of drugs these tasks at times seem irrelevant, it just goes to show the need to survive makes you do things you would normally shy away from well me anyway.
Time in the morning for Victoza it has made a difference to my life in that I am loosing weight 2 stone 7 pounds in 9 months and being able to cut down my daily intake of insulin seems to be working not testing fate just letting you know Victoza or Liraglutide seems to be working for me,I can see the white rooftops of our neighbours roofs the frost is slowly disappearing as the Sun begins warming up the tiles on the roof, bit by bit or is it crystal by crystal gaps appear in the virgin roofs not even a bird has landed from what I can see yet mind you they would need skies a duck might do it with there webbed feet, otherwise sliding would be the order of the day.
The insulin pen is staring at me but I need some food to take before I use it, not really hungry at the moment I know I can hear you say you need to eat regularly.
Time flies when you are having fun are you having fun my legs and feet are still cold no idea what I would do if another ice age returned,so what is in store for me today let's THINK paint the living room ceiling sort the overflow out on the toilet pick up all the fallen apples from the tree write a novel well I might be able to manage the last one given enough time, as for the rest as much as I would love to do them for now they will have to stay on my to-do list and someone else will more than likely have to do them,painting and decorating was a task or tasks I use to love nothing like the smell of fresh paint the rubbing down of paintwork the filling of holes in walls the sanding down the satisfaction of a job well done well I use to think it was well done.
To be honest me being how I am not a lot has been done around the house for some time my only chance of getting things done is to win the lottery then we could have new windows new kitchen and bathroom and lovely lovely new carpers all around the house so if you are listening UNIVERSE here is my list,I ca put up with diabetes,heart failure, prostrate and all the rest just give me and my Angel a nice home thank you.
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There are a lot of things we crave for think we need but give a thought for those who have nothing so if you need to look after them UNIVERSE that is ok I can wait.