The TuDiabetes community has really been in my corner in the last months. I have never seen people come togther like you all have. I mean I have seen my family do this but not people who I have never met in person from all over. I started this yestereday and did not get a chance to fininsh it yet. But I feel that I must finish this today. Maybe it is good that I have not yet met a lot of you in person this will make this easier.
I thought it would be easier to do it this way instead of doing it individually. I wanted to tell each of you thank you. Your kind words and thoughts have helped me make it this far. I know that I have not been around for a while I had hope that I would have be back sooner. I love the support and the people in the community. But sadly I have to say this will be my last time here. If things work out the way I want them to this is going to be goodbye for good.
People always say that friend and family are the last to know that something was going on. And if they would have known that they would have tried to do something. My plans don't start until 3PM my time. I still have to say bye to my mum.
Missy, what you’ve had to go through these past months is UNIMAGINABLE. please think of what this means to your dear family and friends. a family friend of ours did this this summer and I can’t tell you of the pain we are left with. I was just thinking about you today, and wondering how you were, and thinking I should tell you hi. PLEASE don’t, please
Missy!!! NO! NO!!! PLEASE U CAN FIND SOMETHING SOMEWHERE TO FIGHT FOR!!! I know you’ve been through Hell & back but honey PLEASE I will pm you with my number! CALL ME NOW!!!
Missy… Hon, we love you so much. We know things are rough right now… But we love you so much. We want to be here for you, if you let us. Let us hurt with you, and cry with you… Please, please… Call the suicide hotline number provided, or go visit a hospital, sweetie. It’s OKAY. Sometimes we need HELP. I’ve been there before. I just wish I could be there, around you, right now…
Missy, please call a number listed here. I know we have not met in person, that’s the way TuD is, but just as so many, many others here, I wish you a long life, one that will become happy in time. It takes time, patience, even work, but it will happen. Call a number listed here, please.
Missy, things will get better. It is so hard to see past your “right now” but my dear sweet woman, they will. I wish I could take you by the hand and show you all the wonderful things in life that are waiting on you…all you have to do is show up. There is nothing in the world worth ending such a wonderful life, no matter the strife, the insecurity, the uncertaintly. There are people around every corner that want to show you love and support and help. My telephone number is 781-874-9471. You can call me. I will listen…
We love you. I love you. Know the many horrible, unthinkable ordeals you’ve endured. Also know how right now this looks like a solution. No one can understand completely how you feel & what you’ve been through. Hard to look forward to a brighter tomorrow when you feel hopeless & are in pain. Hold on tight. Many turns in life. Good things happen. Bad things happen for no reason. Beauty surrounds us even at the bleakest of times. Hold on to the beauty.
Oh Missy - so glad that you were found !!! I was in such a panic when I read what you wrote. Won’t say too much else - I’m all chocked up here - just too say - we love you - hang on!!!
You are special and by reading all the comments below much loved Missy.
Even though we have not met and are not there by your side we are all thinking of you.
Hugs and Kisses.
Missy–I am so sad that you are hurting this much. I know you have had to endure so much this year…Look at all the love for you on this page! I hope that reading these comments ease your aching heart…you are loved!!! xxx Kate
I just saw this on your FB page, Missy. Don’t go anywhere dear! We are here for you! John would want you to fight! There are tons of people who will talk with you on here!
God has REALLY shined his light on all of us today, hopefully Missy the brightest. Great job to everyone involved, especially Missy for seeing that light as well…TM
SOOOOOO GLAD! I am himbled by His presents! He does answer prayers! Missy Your a wonderful person!!! Remember that John would only want you to be happy.
