My Life with Diabulimia 27/04/10

Okay, today didnt do well, havent done any blood tests but did some injections, ive decided tonight i have to do injections fully until friday well im going to try my damed hardest as i have my french oral tomorrow which is 30% of my final grade and my drama practical exam which is 60% of my final grade so i cant be felling like ■■■■. I feel better now, im going to try on my ball dress now and then i’ll tell you how i feel again… okay so maybe that wasnt a good idea it fitted alright stiill room for improvment. i’ll post the photo on here when i go on the 28th May. Ive decided im also going to weigh myself tomorrow as well to prove to myself that a couple of days doesnt make me put on weight. Thanks everyone whos posting things of supoort and i hope this helpe ppl who may think they are alone. Your not. i know how you feel. Also thank you to the lady who posted the thing about the facebook group, the fact about the cigarettes for a week and one for a day really helped me want to beat this, hopefully.

xx

Holly, Well done for at least trying, don’t crucify yourself for not being perfect. If I was you I would just try and control things the best I could and then worry about everything else later. Diabetes is a balancing act at the best of times!! But your exams only come around once - the rest of the ■■■■ in your life you have a lifetime to deal with. Not alone I hope, if you went on the facebook group the you’ll definitely know you’re sooo not alone. As far as injecting is concerned if I could pass on one wee biit of advice it would be this: When you get up in the morning before you really know what day it is or before you’ve turned the alarm clock on, get your long acting and inject, that way, at least you have a bit of protection for the day, no matter how you feel, or what is going on, it will keep you away from death (at least in the immediate future). Clare from the face book group gave me this bit of advice and that is how i started getting better - one injection at a time.

Keep trying hon *thumbs up
every journey starts with ONE step at a time :o) you can do it :0)